So I’ve decided that it is time for me to write more regularly–if I’m an aspiring writer then I need to write as much and as often as I can. 
However, I’ve been suffering from a major case of writer’s block. I can’t seem to get anything on paper. I hate it!
Okay so I’m just going to ramble for right now.
So the past few months have definitely been full of clarity. Since I’ve been home and gotten my life straight with God I have discovered that God may not have marriage in my future. A year ago that would have saddened me. But as I move on with my life and continue to grow I am very content with being single and if I’m supposed to be single for the rest of my life then that will be fine with me.
So as a lot of people know, I work at a movie theatre. It was the only job I could find when I moved back home and sometimes I find myself ashamed of it. Sometimes I’m embarrassed to say that I work at a theatre. I’m afraid that people are going to think less of me. I wonder why I even went to college now. I’m not using my degree and am now in so much debt that I have no clue how I’m going to get out of it. I realize that I shouldn’t be ashamed of my job but I can’t help it. I’m working a high schooler’s job and only part time at that!
Life has a funny way of knocking a person down, that’s for sure!
So I got my taxes back the other day. I got way more than I was expecting! My mom told me to take a little of it and spend it on myself but I can’t bring myself to do it! I have bills that I have got to stop procrastinating on paying and if I spend money on myself, it’d make me feel selfish.
I’ve got a lot of thoughts racing through my head but until I can get them to slow down in order to get them out on here I’m gonna have to stop for now, lol
